Babe, I feel like I’ve been hit by a wrecking ball of love. Every day I daydream but recently, especially recently, I am in the ether where I am star gazing at the thought of you. I am immediately overwhelmed by butterflies in my stomach. My heart starts to tingle, and my brain loses focus for a bit before I am filled with confidence and clarity. It is scary to think that I could love someone as deeply as I love you. What’s crazy is, I somehow feel that this feeling is familiar to you too. Sending heart emojis, or kisses to calling you love nicknames…It all just takes me deep into our abyss. A place that we have created for us. A place that manifest something that neither you nor I knew to exist before a beautiful soul like yours was introduced to a mischievous boy like me.
Sometimes I ask myself, how could this have happened in the manner in which it did? I remember seeing you for the first time and enjoying joking around with you. I thought you were cute. Was there not a sign to let me know that this was the girl I should pursue? Even in 2013. I do remember being with you and frankly, I liked you. There was something there, but why wasn’t I slapped in the face with the rushes of butterflies? Was California inevitable? Did our past have to happen in the way it did so that I could look at my future… and not imagine one without you?
My heart beats an extra time or two for you. It is purely in love with you. It is easy for me to love you and be in love with you, yet I want to be very intentional. This is the Black Love that is heard of. Well, now we can tell em, we felt it. *** WE FEEL IT! ***
I LOVE YOU!
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