Drunken

A drunk man’s thoughts are said to be brutally true.

Well, here are my unfiltered thoughts…

The fact that I can’t call you right now to tell you how much I want you

The fact that I can text you right now because I want to

While the whole time, at my drunkest moment, I can only think of you

How can I succumb to the reality of whether or not we are meant to be?

I remind myself that we can't and I say it repeatedly

But somehow all I think of is you and me

There is no way to make us a reality

I keep looking at my phone hoping you text me

I want to make us a reality

Fuck the bureaucracies. I want you

At this moment, I am really drunk...but it is only with you.